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[09 Feb 2008|05:54pm] what a joke. Fgt

[04 Feb 2008|08:38pm] [ mood | depressed ] Goodbye to sleep, I think this staying up is exactly what I need Well take apart your head Take apart the counting, and the flock it has bred Goodbye to love, Well it's a ride that'll push you up Right against the wall Chew it up and swallow it You're brought back but you're running I'll find sleep in the end tonight I can't shake this little feeling I'll never get anything right Goodbye you liar, Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything Then you think you will inspire Take apart your head (and I wish I could inspire) Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list. (goodbye my love) You're brought back but you're running (goodbye my love) I'll find sleep in the end tonight (goodbye my love) I can't shake this little feeling (goodbye my love) I'll never say anything right I'm on my own, never say anything right Well take me, take me back to your bed I love you so much that it hurts my head Say I don't mind you under my skin I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in When we were made we were set apart Life is a test and I get bad marks Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins The storm is coming, the storm is coming in You're brought back but you're running I'll find sleep in the end tonight I can't shake this little feeling I'll never get anything right I'm on my own, never say anything right Fgt

[03 Feb 2008|06:10am] [ mood | excited ] 1. Lets start with your name? beckahhhahhhhhh 2.What do you think about smoking weed? meh, to eath tehre own 3. Do you open up to people easily? normally, no 4. Whats your favorite drink? apple juice 5. What is something you ask for a lot? company 6. Do you lead people on a lot? no 9. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you did? i hope not 11. Are you friends with your best friend's boy or girlfriend? my freinds dont have boyfrineds 12. Are looks important? nopee. as long as i dig them and they have same interests, and awsome personality. 13. What are you wearing right now? jammmas 14. Are you mad at someone right now? nope 15. Are you taking anyone for granted? i hope not. 16. Where do you keep your money? my purse 17. How did you wake up this morning? throwing up 18. Which is better: sunrise or sunset? sunset 19. Where are your friends? just left my house=) 20.Is there anyone you would die for? not to many, some family, and close freinds 21. How many letters are in your last name? eightzz 2. Do you love anyone besides family? Yeah, my friends 23. What book did you read last? Rant by chuck palahniuk 24. How was your day? ended really well 25. Do you live near your best friend? with her actually 26. Are you scared of spiders? yes. dont want to get bit 27. What do you think of Fogle? wtf is a fogle 28. Do you believe in love? sure do 29. Where were you at 11:45 A.M. today? in bed. Fgt

[23 Jan 2008|10:53pm] [ music | nuffin ]   Hi, my name is..... BeckAHHHHHahhhhhh Never in my life have I... done drugs. The one person who can drive me nuts is... my mom High school... last 2 years were the worst years of my life When Im nervous... i pick at things The last time I cried was... sunday.... If I were to get married right now my wedding would be... small My hair is... metal as fuck When I was 7... i had sweet clothes Last Christmas... i got a ton more shit then i did this year. I should be.... working When I look down I see... my feet The craziest recent event was... saturday night at evans If I were a character on Friends Id be... dont even know there names By this time, next year... i will have a stable relationship, and making more money then i am now My current gripe is... munny, and jerks I have a hard time understanding.. boys Theres this girl I know who... Who gave her love away To every guy she met And with all the games they played She never seemed to cry She never got upset And one by one they came And one by one they left You know I like you when... im comfterable. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be... shawnie Take my advice... the only person you can count on is yourself My most wanted wish is... stabliszim (sp) If you visited the place I was born... you wouldnt want to do that anyways I plan to visit... australia one of these days If you spend the night at my house... you would sleep with alotof stuffed animals Id stop my wedding if... adam brody ran in and swept me off my feeet The world could do without... mosquitos Id rather lick the belly of a cockroach than.. live with my parents ever again Most recent thing Ive bought myself... cool thing, american apearal hoody Most recent thing someone else bought me... beeer My favorite blonde is... steggles My favorite brunette is.. shawn My favorite redhead is.. eww gingers My middle name is.. evaughn This morning I... woke up ate some cereal The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are... giraffes Im eating.... nothing. Last night I was... bummin Theres this guy I know who... blahblahblah I dont know..... about people these days A better name for me would be... jerk-face Tomorrow I am.. hanging out with my favorites. My birthday is... decemeber 21 What I really want for Valentines Day is... a really sweet date. 2 A-Holes| Fgt

broke asssss bitchh [23 Jan 2008|01:26pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | menomena- cough couching ] sooooo my lame asss neighbors in my apt. complex decided to put a password on there router, for the internet, and i am unable to sign on from my house anymore.  soo me and shawn are being forced to conform and call comcast and purchise our own. going to make sure its a way better connection and slam a big fat fucking password on that shit. a-holes....ruining my lyfe and sheeeeeeeeeeet. get at me via- cell phone. on an up and up. im going to have a conjointed baby with 3 heads and 3 sets of limbs, of course after i get pregnate through my belly button....im pretty stoked. 4 A-Holes| Fgt

STEGGLES RUINS LIFES... [22 Jan 2008|11:26am] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | fuckin brand new agian... ] wheres number one steggles you jerk?!!   2. Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'? - yeah, id hope so, best means better. or so i thought anyways. 3. Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you? -  this is live journal BITCH   4. Do you miss anyone? - yes, actually. 5. Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone? - now... 6. When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? -  umm, sunday 7. Who is your celebrity crush? - adam broady, ewan mcgregor 8. Can you touch your toes? - yusss 9. Do you know anybody who was abused? - unfortionatly! 10. Do you take walks often? -  when its not wet and cold out 11. Is silence really golden? - no it drives me insane, musiczz at least 12. Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings? - no im prettty effin lame. 13. Are you afraid to grow up? -  yess. =/ 15. Can you count past 100? - halfway 16. What language are you taking? - american 17. Any upcoming vacations? - i hope so... 19. Do you care what people think of you? - normally dont but latley yess. 20. Would you call yourself smart? - knowlageable maybe... 21. Do you like to read? - love it. 22. Do you own a pair of Nike's? - fuck yeah! 3 pairs of dunks 23. What are you wearing? - jamas, soccer shirt and sweatssz 24. Have you ever touched an elephant? -  YES. when i was little at the circus or somthing. or no it was like michigan state fair. 25. Plans for tomorrow? - i hope i get to see my long lost half asian ball of joy/ CONFESSIONS 1. Is anything wrong? - yus alllot:( 2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? -  no top frannnds 3. Do you want to go to college? - your mom goes to college 5. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)? - no, 6. What did you do your last bday? - got drunk for 3 days straight. it was awsome 7. What were you doing at midnight last night? - sleeping 8. Name something you CANNOT wait for? - win the lottery 10. What's your favorite season? -spring 12. Last thing you ate/drank? - apple juice/ pizza rolls 14. Have you ever ran with scissors? -  i should.. 16. Whats making you feel the way you are right now? - brand new. 17. Most visited web page? - unfortionatly myspace... 18 &19   er? 20. Name Something you've always wanted? -  alot of money 21. Whatss the closest thing to you that is red? -  my cell phone 22. How many siblings do you have? - 3 or 4 23. Do you have any pets? - shawns kitty who hates me 24. What's your favorite number? - 14 25. What are you watching now? - nothing 26. Do you know how to swim? - yes but i dont like it. unless im naked, in a bathtub 27. Is good grammar attractive? - as long as you dont talk like you jsut got off 8 mile, im down. FRIEND CONFESSIONS 1. Are you jealous of one or more of your friends? - not rallly 2. Have you known any of your friends your whole life? -  umm, i know a couple but we dont talk anymore.  anyone i still talk to out of high school, or even better middle school,  i am pretty good friends with aka, steggles 3. Are any of your friends taller than you? - LOLzzzzz   all of them 4. Have you ever been ditched by a friend? - yes steggles is notorious for that. 5. Where do your friends live? - between royal oak and romeo, most of them at least some in detroit 6. Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number? - no i have like 300 in mah phone for safe keepings. 7. Have you been to most of your friends houses? - not really actually now thati think of it. LOVE CONFESSIONS 1. Do you currently like someone? - yess =/ 2. Do they like you? - dunno anymore. 3. Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily? - not when i had one. 4. Has one of your crushes ever called you self centered before? - not crushes. PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS 1. Who do you want for President? -  well, i really wanted steven corbert! but thats not happening....maybe in the next 4 years.    arnold would be sweet too but that fuck wasnt born in america. whata jerk. i wanted a presinator. 2. Do you believe in abortions? - its my hot body i do what  i waaaaant. Fgt

You were bringing on the end, you do so well.. [21 Jan 2008|09:48pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | brand NEW ] its re-gawd-damn-cold-diculous in me and shawns apt. wtf?!   its like negative outside. not fun.  i also been having a really crappy couple days and cant stop listening to brand new which is making me more depressed, im pretty sure someone needs to come over and delete it off my computere and ipod before it ruins my life.  but i secretly love it.  someone come keep me warm. blahhh. Fgt

blahh [21 Jan 2008|04:44pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the dear hunter - the procession ] can some one please stab me in the throat? im so sick of coughing up my lungs and being sick. i hate waking up in the middle of the nigth sick and having to take medicine that makes me passsout for 6 hours and not wakeing up tilll later then i get noithign i want done.  also live journal just informed me i have 6 spelling errors in this whole little rant. i suck at typeing (7)  i also suck at relationships, and life. and as for winter goes, STOP IT. i am to cold, and my car doesnt (8)  like it and refuses to turn on till it gets warmer out.  i just want to stay in bed all day and not see anyone and stay under my blankets, and cuddle with my pillows... and maybe some guitar hero later if im feeling it. 4 A-Holes| Fgt

im going to beat up your mom [20 Jan 2008|12:00am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | brand new - degausser ] hey fgz. i decided to bring back live journal, because it was so awesome in highschool and i kinda just want to re-live the amazing LJ experience at 21. P.s this is for my own personal rants and raves about my life, if you dont care or want to see me bitch and be emo or what have you dont readdddd! 7 A-Holes| Fgt

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